Today is a scan. I’m nervous. A little nervous. Not like crazy nervous. But, unexpected bad news today would be really upsetting. And good news, while very much hoped for, isn’t a guarantee about anything except right now. Grappling with the idea that I may never feel totally free of cancer is hard and sad and weird. But there is something special about the pronounced feeling of uncertainty. Basically, I just have to live my life, trust God and enjoy each wonderful moment.
So instead of ruminating on fear and nerves, I choose to let it go (enter the Frozen song) and instead, tell you about my trip to California this week.
It was great!
Our direct mail partners are so smart and helpful and treat us so well. We love you, Russ Reid! I also love the weather, staying in a nice hotel (nice hotels have such glorious beds!) the actual work we do when we’re there (yes, I actually love staring at bar graphs! Especially when they confirm that we’re doing good work!) I also love the views, the coffee (great coffee is everywhere!) and of course, my trusty travel companion/lap top operator, as well as my friends who have moved there.